Married Two Weeks

Well readers, it's been a while since my last post.  Let me just bring you up to speed on what's been going on in my life.  First of all, I GOT MARRIED!  Our sealing was beautiful, and after lots of pictures we finally got to see our hotel room for the night.  After laying on the bed and staring at the ceiling for about 20 minutes, we had to head out to La Verkin for a big family dinner.

Our first act as a married couple?  Changing in front of each other.  It was pretty intense.  After that we ate, then we went back to his place where he did homework and I took a nap on our bed.

Later that night we headed back to our hotel, and spent our first night together.  I'm not going to go into detail, but I will tell you that any sense of body shame or awkwardness I thought I'd feel I didn't feel at all.  I was with my best friend and the love of my life, and that day he became my husband.  I had no reason to be ashamed of anything.  It was a beautiful night.

The next day was our reception.  It was magnificent.  Everything went almost perfectly, and I couldn't have asked for a more wonderful event.  That night we headed to Vegas for our honeymoon.

It was a wild five days to say the least.  We stayed at Circus Circus, which in and of itself was interesting.  Every day we saw and did as much as we could, and we crawled into bed every night exhausted.  We had lots of fun together, and all I kept thinking every time I looked at him was, "Wow, he's mine.  We're together forever.  No matter what happens we're going to be together."  All that fear I had before we were married of losing him, or him losing me was gone, because now we're married.  He'll always be with me, even if something happened to him and he couldn't be with me physically.  That knowledge moves me to tears even now as I'm typing this.

Married life so far has been so amazing.  Waking up next to my best friend, cuddling up to him, being with him all the time, making love to him, planning budgets and organizing our little place and dreaming about our future together, all of this is amazing.  I love my husband so much!  Furthermore, I love calling him my husband!  I love changing all of my information over to Karen Gubler, and writing my new signature.

I'm so happy I feel like I might explode.

Keep it real readers.  Don't forget to be awesome.