Falling in love

I haven't sat down to blog in a long time, so how about I catch you up?

Well, for starters, Spring Break was last week. It was great. Very low-key, lots of movie watching and junk food, and I even splurged for a few things I'd been dying to have, like a movie and a destroyed pair of jeans that make my legs look devastating. I dyed my hair a magnificent shade of burgundy to top everything off.

I still haven't unpacked...

Also, I've begun writing a book. The subject matter is a bit personal, but in writing about it, it's become more real to me than ever before, and it's making me feel more me than I've felt in years. Letting my weird come out like this has made me feel something I didn't know I could still feel. Calm.

It's resulting in long hours of me laying on my bed, thinking back through dreams I've had as a kid, and typing as fast as my fingers can. I'm not staying in my room because I'm too depressed to come out (like last semester), I'm staying in because I'm too excited about what I'm writing to come out.

Needless to say, I'm really excited about it.

In other news, I've fallen in love. With a pastrami sandwich. It's at The Pastry Pub here in Cedar, and they use this herb sauce that I can't help but dream about. It's that delicious. I've also fallen in love with this new me that I've become. This relaxed, silly, borderlining-on-best-version me.

Dating has become something of the past for me. I'm so preoccupied with my book, and helping my best friend start a business, and actually attending class for a change, that I'm realizing I can afford this break. I know to some people I'm exactly what they want, but at least until May I am in a relationship with my commitments and education. I'm only 21, and I've got plenty of time to worry about marriage.

Anyway, keep it real readers.